the beginning

Inferitility is a bad word. It's a scary word. And it's a word that I rarely (if ever) use in real life. But I struggle with it. Monthly. Weekly. Daily. And some days, Hourly.

Very few people in my real life have any idea that I 'have' it. And I'd like to keep it that way. And so this will always remain anonymous.

I need a place to vent. A place to write all the things that are sucky about this. My husband is wonderful, but I can only say to him, "I'm having a hard day" a certain number of times before I sound like a broken record. Even to myself.

So I will tell you, the wonderful world wide web, of my struggle.

And you won't say anything back. And usually, that's all I really want.