month 2

After a year of no 'results' with my doctor, and after realizing that this doctor never understood that yes, I actually would like to pregnant sometime this decade, I switched.

And my new doctor is amazing. Encouraging, understanding, on the ball. I learned more from her in one appointment than I did in the year seeing the other.

And so I'm in month 2 of clomid. And I'm 2 months past having an HSG.

I'm pretty sure I'm still not pregnant.

This month was different. They gave me a shot to induce ovulating, there were 2 confirmed eggs that dropped. We timed intercourse perfectly. I got my hopes up more than usual.

But still, I don't feel different. Sunday I'll know for sure what I already fear.

I know my doctor will be compassionate.

Somehow, it's harder with a good doctor. Because now we actually ARE doing everything we can, and still nothing.

I hate this.