now what?

Today I am 6 weeks pregnant. I don't feel anything yet.

Well, maybe I have an aversion to some foods, but I'm not moody, I'm not peeing a lot, my breasts feel normal. I just don't feel pregnant.

Not that I would know what it feels like. But I didn't think it would feel like this.

We've told the inner circle that the pregnancy test came back positive. And I've found that some of the inner circle have told some of the outer circle, despite our attempts to keep it private for a little while.

So now I have 3 more days until US # 1. I'm terrified that something will be wrong since I don't feel anything.

I keep googling signs of miscarriages. I know I shouldn't, but I just can't help myself. I'm still cramping, with the occasional pang in my lower abdomen. What does it mean??

I think the fact that I wasn't in town to do the normal 2nd blood test is freaking me out. Because they never did measure how much my hcg was going up. So I'm just trusting that I'm still pregnant.

I guess on Friday we'll know.